Lost, confuse, help!
Recently i feel myself being lost and confuse… i dont know what stage am i gg thru ryte now.. but i just feel weird.. i feel that me and hym are no longer as wadd we used to (doubts?) i dont doubt him.. but im scared that things wont go as what we plan to.
for now i wish to be alone and by myself… just work,me,work,me.. i dont wish to see any1 else for e tyme being… i dont know.. 6 more days to us being 7 months being together.. i feel that our relationship is on a thin rope where it can snap anytyme..
just praying hard that with what im gg thru will end soon.
Monthniversary
TODAY, Mohammad Al’haq and Syarifah Noor Izzati’s half a year being together.. aww.. nvr knew we will made it to this far..
This month, he still need to be reminded of e date… (Dear its not that hard,08/09/10) but he did wished me first.. (insert awww.. here) he wes being sweet saying,” just to make sure that i didnt forget, i put an alarm 5mins b4 12 so that it reminds me of our monthniversary. :). here;s a poem for u, “u’re like my teh tarik and half boiled egg in e morning, sprinkle with magic dust, i love u momok. happy moniverdary” “
haha.. he with his sillyness.. but he gets a+ for trying.. any ways i did gave hum something.. no doubt mine was way sweeter and better.. =)
“half a year has gone by since we’re together. and baby i hope it will stay forever and ever. For all the smiles and fun,for being warm just like the sun. memories will last long in my head,beautiful memories we both had made. happy monthniversary i bid to you,thanks for staying by my side and being true.”
=)
tyme well spent with <3 !
today off.. went to cut hair with love.. he cut his hair e way he wanted it to be.. and it looks awesome… i cut my hair too.. but didnt cut short coz i wanted it to be kept long…
aniwaes just reach home from work yesterday… thanks dear.. enjoyed it yesterday!!!
Love eu!
Home aT last!
Damn.. just reach home after a day of working. tmrw will be doing e same shift again… ZzZZZZzzZZZzzz…
anyways dearie will be fetching me from work.. (2 pn kalo tk paitao) =))… i hope pay will come in tmrw.. got something planned out for e 2 of us.. =D.. im thinking of wadd to get for his b’day on april.. idk wadd 2 get.. but i do have something planned out.. =)
gdnyte!! off to bed… i cannot be late to work again tmrw… Nytes!!
This guy here.. i love hym to pieces.. i wud nvr want to seperate from hym… he’s kind, caring… annoying at tymes… but i love for e way he is.. he is inperfect which makes me love hym even more…
sad thing tho… he doesnt rmbr our anniversary date.. baby, its not hard to rmbr 080910… wadds so difficult.. =)
funny thing rmbr how we met and got tgther.. haha.. so e test works.. 2 strangers can fall in love without knowing each other… coming 6 months and its still gg strong..
I love eu my dear… and i’ll nvr wanna see us apart… =)
Heyy…
Yey.. finally my tumblr… haha… i created a new profile…
Gosh im so bored here… its my off day and i had nothing to do except online…
I slept at 2am and i had 2 wake up at 6 so that i could make it to e meeting at paragon.. and now im damn sleepy… ZzzzzZZZZzzzZZZ..
so wadd am i doing?? what else except fb,msn,fb,msn… wadd a boring lyfe here!!! wanna go out but broke.. pay is not banked in yet.. pFFt!!!
